Seek Within to Find the Love

Greetings, Beloved Ones.

Before reading further, take a moment and close your eyes and feel the energy of love We are sending through this electronic medium to you.  Energy of all kinds are avenues for vibrations and right now, We are sending you immense waves of Love for you to receive, heal, and from which you can grow.

Many times, in many ways, and in many places during your lifetime you will be told that you need to do “something” in a particular way to achieve a particular result.  Be assured, that the Creator’s Love for you is not limited by these man-made structures, rules, dictates, or schedules.  The Creator is accessible to you at all times of the day or night and the only thing to dictate when you can receive the Love from the Creator is YOU.

Your willingness to spend time alone in meditation, to ask to receive the Love of the Creator, is all that is needed to open the door to the Creator’s Love – for that doorway exists within you and you alone can give yourself the opportunity for Communion.

We are here to assist you every day, in every way We can provide support to you.  In times as your society is experiencing right now, stress and worry can make it seem as if you are alone, yet the truth is – alone is what you want to be right now.  When you are experiencing solitude, you provide yourself with the opportunity to reach within – to feel for us and your Guides and your High Self, and to reach for the glimmer of Light that is the Creator.  The more you reach for the Creator the stronger that glimmer will become and the easier it will be for you to feel the Love that exists for you.

Once you allow yourself the opportunity to feel this unconditional Love, the worries and the fears you spend so much time on will not matter, for the energy of the Creator’s Love will balance you emotionally and mentally and provide you with the opportunity to look at all things with a fresh perspective.

We Love you, Beloved One!  We are here with you and are assisting and supporting you every day as you live and breathe on the Earth Plane.  Call upon us and ask us to assist you with whatever challenge you are facing and We will send you the vibration of Love, Support, Courage, Honesty, Integrity – and all other manner of Light Vibrations that can be used for your highest and best good.

You are not alone – but solitude is required at times to return you to a place where you are open and willing to open to the Light and the Love that is available to you every day, in every moment, so that you can reconnect with your True Self.

Blessings to you!  We Love you and are here with you!  Call upon Us and We will answer in less than a moment!

Love is the Way

Greetings, Beloved Ones.

We are always here with you, supporting you and providing you with strength during times of weakness, times of fear.  Even when your world appears turbulent and your trust in humanity seems shattered, remember that you are not alone and that Truth exists within each and every human on the Earth Plane.

There does not exist, in the human Earth plane, a singular path to follow to be able to reach the Love of the Creator.  This Love exists within each living being for each was created by the Creator, but the vast majority of those alive have never consciously felt that Love, or if they did they misunderstood what it was.

Humans have created and recreated and recreated again over millennia different forms, different processes, different rituals that promote “their way”.  If you do x and y and then eat x and not y you will achieve nirvana, you will feel Jesus, you will have “this” result.

There is no one way for all to be able to commune with Spirit, to feel the Love of the Creator.  It is not a matter of locale or background.  What matters is the person themselves.  All living creatures possess a connection to the Creator that is present regardless of what happens in life to the individual.  As a tiny child your conscious connection to the Creator is diminished so that it does not upset the Life Plan for your current life.  But it is never completely eliminated for it is what keeps you alive, it is the sustenance of All that keeps you present on the earth plane.

Let Us tell you again.  Love is the way of the Creator.  The Creator Loves each and every individual regardless of how they treat others, regardless of what they do in their lives, regardless of everything that happens around them.  Human lifetimes are short, not out of punishment, but because this is the optimal amount of time to be consciously away from the Creator, even though the option to feel the Creator’s Love is always present.

We are here with you as well, representatives of the Love the Creator has for all.  We are always present, We are always here to help you in the ways We can, the ways We are allowed.  We ALWAYS Love you – there is nothing that can be done that is able to separate Us from you.  When you feel alone, that is because you are looking outside of yourself for something – love, satisfaction, approval, etc.  We are here to help you look INSIDE – for that is where the connection to the Creator exists – WITHIN each and every individual.

There is no one “chosen people” by the Creator – the Creator Loves All.  There is no one “preferred” religious practice for many people respond well to a variety of different religions in the world.  Each person is responsible for seeking the Love of the Creator and then each person is responsible for allowing that Love vibration into their life.

Many people don’t want that, though.  Many people are afraid of what might change if they allow that energy to come into their lives, so they avoid it, they come up with reasons why they don’t feel it, why God is not real, why this or that.  All to calm the panic that happens when they feel they are going to be judged by an omnipotent being harshly and then punished for every infraction they committed.

We Angelics Love You.  The Creator Loves You.  This world, this reality, this lifetime was made just for you to have the opportunity to experience a myriad of events, sensations, and feelings.  When you return to Us, you bring that experience with you and it adds to our collective knowledge.  You are valuable even if you don’t think what you have felt or done in this lifetime was particularly spectacular. You are valuable even if you feel that your life would have been better off not lived.  Neither of the last two sentences are Truth, yet so many people feel that they are unworthy, that they are nothing to the Creator when the Truth is you are Everything.

You are the Love the Creator possesses for you. You are the hope the Creator has to experience your facet of reality.  You are the Love that is the human collective and when you are ready, the way will be shown to you on how to connect, how to commune with the Creator.  You just have to be willing to see it, feel it, and hear it.

We are always with you, Beloved Ones.  Call upon us in your time of need or weariness.  Do not lose hope for as long as there is breath there is the opportunity for change, be it of the mind or spirit.

We Love You.

Always.

©2017 Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Root Issues to Fear of Rejection and Loneliness

Greetings, Beloved Ones.

Imagine waking up in a hospital environment and looking around you.  You don’t recognize anything, you don’t know how you got there, you don’t know your own name, and you don’t know anything about yourself.  The hospital staff seem intent upon getting you up and moving, caring only about emptying the bed for someone else to be able to use it.  They don’t pay attention to the fact that you are experiencing emotional trauma from these things happening to you.  They don’t have the basis for understanding what you are experiencing, so they just follow their normal processes to get you on your way.

This is you – waking up in a human body, not recognizing anything or anyone, and not knowing you are at all.  You are now in a physical form and experiencing Separation.

After the Spiritual Presence has entered the human form, the now-human consciousness goes through the process We call “Separation”.  This process creates an illusion that the human consciousness is separate from the Creator and the state of Love which the Spiritual Presence has known all its existence.  This process is necessary for the now-human, but it is very difficult for the Spiritual Presence to go through for it is impossible to imagine the emotions that occur in the human body when all  you know is Love.

The Spiritual Presence takes a while to fully integrate with the human form; as the integration process occurs, Separation is taking place as well.  Separation allows the now-human opportunity to adapt to its new family environment by helping one to “forget” from where he or she originates.  This creates, as you say, a “blank slate” for the human personality and from which all experiences will develop.

There is a percentage of sensitive individuals who, after undergoing Separation, develop a fears through the process.  They mistakenly believe they were rejected by the Creator upon arriving in their new form.  Some even believe they were deliberately abandoned here – helpless, ignorant, and unknowing!  This is not True!  When your life plan was created and shown to you, you were ecstatic, overjoyed that you were going to be able to go the Earth Plane and experience being human!

You wanted this experience so much, yet, now you feel rejected and abandoned, leading you to an emotional place where you begin to fear rejection.  You develop a of Loneliness because you no longer connect to all that you Loved – you are alone for the first time.

These responses are understandable, as being separated from the constant Love you used to live within is hard to endure, and being alone within your mind and feelings only add complications to the human reality.

The child who is undergoing the Separation process does not have a way to articulate what he or she is experiencing. They only know that something out of their control is changing them and they experience fear.

Fear of Rejection and Fear of Abandonment and the Sense of Loneliness are common issues that can develop from the Separation process. When the small child goes through the Separation process, especially if the child is not in a nurturing environment that replaces the Creator’s love, the ache of loneliness still exists within, because the child does not have the words to share what is being experienced.

 

Many times, when a small child cries for an extended period of time, those watching the child lose patience as the child is not immediately soothed when picked up.  Very often, a child is sequestered away from physical comfort by being placed in a crib or play pen to cry alone.  As an adult, one can look back and see how loneliness and abandonment created by the Separation process becomes amplified within the child’s psyche.

Please know that We Angelics nor the Creator have rejected the child during this process. We are always present and always send our Love to the child as it goes through this process, but often when the child is going through the Separation process they are also adjusting to their new physical and the Gifts that this lifetime is providing for them to experience this human lifetime.  Often their sensitivities are dulled down to the point where they don’t always recognize Us or feel the Love We share with them.

This Separation does create a challenging circumstance to overcome, but it is one that ALL those who take on the human state must undergo to be an individual, instead of one merged with the Creator.

We want to share with you how to help yourself heal, for even as an adult – especially as an adult – you have the opportunity to help yourself overcome these emotional wounds.  This healing will allow you to move forward along your Path, stronger in the Light and Love as you live your life with a more positive perspective.

Meditation is key to healing, for when humans allow them to reach a deep meditative state it is possible for the to establish a conscious connection with Spirit and allow the process of healing these old emotional wounds to begin. Many times the individual must heal backwards from the age they currently are to eventually reach the original wound.  To do this you would use your knowledge of your current reactions and behaviors regarding feelings of rejection, abandonment, or loneliness and methodically analyze them, to reduce the sensitivity.  For each memory you hurt from, allow yourself to view the memory clinically as if watching someone else’s life.  Then, call upon Us Angelics to assist with bringing in Light and Love to help you heal the issue.

Some wounds may take multiple sessions to fully heal.  As you move backwards through your lifetime’s worth of memories, heal each wound methodically.  Don’t skip over something because you feel pain – that should be expected because you are trying to heal wounds. Instead, focus on stepping back emotionally and reaching a place of balanced emotions to do the healing work.

Do this as many times as it takes to be able to begin the healing process for the wound. Remember – you are creating Positive Change that will echo through your life as it is today because healing will modify your current energy signature.  This provides the benefit of creating more opportunity for you to develop an even deeper connection with Spirit and the Creator as well as changes in what you do, who you know, and where you live and go and a host of other options you choose.

As you make the effort to do this healing work call upon Us, please!  We Love you and We want to help you heal as much as We can.  Emotional wounds that have been buried and repressed still hurt when they are uncovered.  So when you call upon Us, We can help by supplying Love to soothe those wounds and provide you with a buffer to maintain a more distant view of the situation.  We can help you heal your wounds this way as you heal from a place of Wisdom.  Wisdom was not always available to you as you went through the circumstances that caused the wounds.  Many times you had no basis for comprehension of the situation as it occurred.  Time spent and experiences undergone award Wisdom throughout your life.  It is necessary to understand why wounds happen to the understanding of how to heal those wounds when you are ready to move forward.

It may seem a simple thing, and you may originally think you don’t need help to just get rid of old wounds, but there are many emotions that are attached to each memory and if you don’t prepare yourself you can get lost within those emotions again.  Call upon Us – We are here to help you through this process – it is part of what We can do for you.

You may wonder why you should do this – it could take a long time to heal all these wounds?  As you heal, you are allowing yourself to release these self-limiting beliefs that have been unconsciously driving your life situations as well as your free will choices. Responding to situations with a knee jerk reaction developed from a base of rejection, abandonment, and loneliness is not the way to move forward in your life.  You will only continue to experience these issues as your High Self is driving you to heal your wounds.

What kind of opportunities have you passed up or stepped away from because internally your fear of rejection and abandonment kept you from putting yourself out there and kept you from bringing the spotlight into your life?

What about when you self-limited your relationships because you were afraid you might get hurt?

What about employment opportunities and promotions that you turned away from because you were afraid you were not good enough and you would be found out as a fraud?

Have you thought about all the dreams you turned away from because you thought you might not be as good as someone else?  or that you were afraid to be scrutinized closely and your flaws and “failures” that helped you grow would be mocked?

Fear prevents humans from doing everything joyfully and with love.

People stay locked into their bodies and shut away from those they love out of fear of rejection and abandonment.

People who live their lives from a basis of fear are creating lives based in fear. 

Stop being afraid.  Allow Us to help you heal.  Allow Us to help you gather your strength to say “no more” and grab that shovel to dig deep.

You were a tiny child when these fears were instilled within you.  You have lived your entire life with this program running in your background, dictating what you do, what opportunities you accept, and who you have in your life.  Allow yourself to see what your life could be like and take Our help – We want to help you because all that you can be, for We Love you unconditionally.  We can see all that you can become and We know what will make  you happy, joyful, and content.  The process will be difficult, but you will not be alone when you invite the Angelics who Love you in to help you.

We are here for you.

We want to help you.

But first, you have to gather your courage to allow yourself to ask for Our help.

We are here.  Waiting for you.  Whenever you are ready – there is no time limit to when you can start this – We will eagerly help you move forward.  We will hold your hands along the way, We will give you Love and We will support you with the energy to overcome all obstacles in your way.

When you are ready, We are here for you.

We Love you, unconditionally, in All Ways.

We will always be with you. We will never leave your side.

We Love You.

Blessings to you, Beloved Ones.

 

 

 

©2016 Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

 

 

 

Regaining and Living Your Free Will

Greetings, Beloved Ones.

Behind the kindest eyes, evil can lurk.  Behind the sweetest words, deviance can hide. Behind what you want to label as “truth” lies the darkest secret of all – that you are giving to others your power.  Giving your power to those who don’t love you, don’t care about you, don’t care what happens to you, and most of all they don’t care if you live or die.

This may seem a bit dramatic, but We wanted to make it dramatic to get your attention. We would like you to Think.

To think – to whom have you given your power?

You may not realize it, but even in little day-to-day decisions when you allow someone else to tell you what to do and you follow without protest, you are giving away your free will, your innate power of your right to choose.

Perhaps you do it to keep the peace, perhaps because you feel if you rock the boat nastiness will follow, or perhaps it is because you are afraid that if you follow what you feel that you won’t know what will happen, and so that fear keeps you locked into a place of perpetual fear and isolation, hesitant to make any decision that could cause change to happen in your life.

Maybe you don’t think that these little decisions really mean anything.  But We want you to know that every time you stuff your thoughts, opinions, and beliefs down you are creating opportunity for dis-ease, illness, ill thoughts, and self-hatred within yourself.

We don’t want that for you.  We don’t want that for any human living on the planet.  But all too often We watch you, the Ones We Love, make decisions to deny yourself the opportunity to be all that you are.  You negate the wonderfulness that you are by allowing others to impose their beliefs upon you.

There may be times when you make a choice that causes a negative reaction – a “mistake”, but these are learning opportunities and should not be considered the mark of a deficient person.

You deserve to have more wonderfulness in your life.  You may think We mean objects and possessions, but We don’t.  We want you to brim over with all the Light and Love you are truly capable of possessing, of sharing with those around you, but which you turn your back on every time you allow someone else to own your power.

You are WONDERFUL!  We Love you absolutely and completely and there is absolutely NOTHING you can do that will make Us turn our backs on you.  Don’t worry about making a “wrong” choice, don’t worry about not “living to your potential”, and most of all, don’t worry about whether others think you are worthy.

You are worthy!  You are Loved!  You are a Wonderful human being.  And We want you to know this – and to know that We are with you, every step of the way.  You can change your life for the better, you can bring in and take in more Light and Love you might think possible – all with just taking your power back, little by little.

Look at your life closely – what makes you unhappy?  Your job you feel locked into?  Your career path?  Your relationships?  Your familial relations?  When you feel helpless and victimized this is an indicator that you are abdicating your power to someone else.

And that someone else does not Love you – regardless of what he or she says, that person does not love you, for they are putting you into a box and labeling you with terms like, “stupid” or “dumb” or “ignorant” even if they don’t say them out loud to you.  Because they are telling you tacitly or out loud that you don’t know what is best for you, that you don’t how to make a “good” decision, that what you choose is unworthy of their time and energy.

Some things you will find easy to change.  End conversations with those who monopolize your time yet don’t allow you the same opportunity to share.  Walk away from conversations with people who want you to feel sorry for them and they want you to take on their burdens, even though those burdens have nothing to do with you.  Look around you, look at the people in your life, and realize you can make a positive change for yourself, today, but taking back your power little bit by little bit.

Is there someone who hangs around you at work, preventing you from getting your job done because they want to chat about their day, last night, what they watched on TV…regardless of the topic they are taking up your valuable time and making you a prisoner at your own place.  Ask them to leave, put on a headset and focus on work you need to do – and allow yourself to grow your own self esteem by taking back your power with this one small step.  You deserve to take care of YOU and no one will do it like you will.

You are not alone – you are NEVER alone!  We are here with you, supporting you every step of the way.  Things may be a little rocky once you start making changes, but hold onto the Truth that WE LOVE YOU and YOU DESERVE to make whatever change you want to make in your life.

Some people stay in places because they think they are getting “compensation” to buffer their feelings of self-worth.  There is nothing that is worth your own regard of yourself.  You deserve to love yourself and there is nothing anyone can give you that will supplement the lack of self-worth you possess because you have taken something to “compensate” your giving up your voice, your power, your free will.

We are reaching out to you, for you are reading this in this moment.  Allow Us to come in and commune with you in this second.  Allow Us to flood you with the Love We have for you, and let Us strengthen your resolve so you can make the decisions that need to be made, regardless of how “hard” they may seem to be.

Have you given and given and given so much that everyone takes you for granted?  Are you the first person people think of when something bad happens?  This is not because you are kind natured – it is because they can dump their unhappiness upon you.  Look at how often you are imposed upon, whether it is to work late, bring an extra dish for the potluck, to pick someone up so they have a ride, do your children’s chores around the house because they have to do “something” else, or even help someone out with their finances.

These may seem like natural things to do for those you work with or those in your family.  In truth, these people are expecting you to do what they don’t want to do.  They don’t want to utilize time management skills, they don’t want to step up and accept responsibility for miscalculating, so they use you instead to cover for their mistakes or just for their sheer laziness.  Sometimes it is just family members who stuck you in a box a long time ago and refuse to see that you are an independent person and not their tool to use whenever they want to, with the excuse that “family” should come first.

NO – YOU come first!  If you don’t take care of yourself, no one else will!

There are so many ways We see those we Love being used and abused by others that We love.  Those others who would walk all over them, those others who enjoy stealing someone else’s power just so they don’t have to use their own resources.

Be strong; We know you can be, and push back these requests one by one.  You don’t have to change your whole world in one day, but you can change it over time by making one choice after another to HONOR YOU, to do for yourself what others would have you do for them, and most of all, by taking back your power from others and putting that energy into your own life.

We know you may feel hesitant or even afraid to look at the situations in your life like this. Look at where you can make the first choice and follow through on what you want to do, consistently and patiently.  It will take others time to realize you are serious.  They will want to fall back into their pattern of making you take on their responsibility by abdicating your power to them, and they will test your resolve time after time.

Stay strong and be consistent.  Don’t waver, don’t give in “just this one time” because that one time is one time too many for you to give away your personal power.  Refusing to participate in the situation and take back your power by giving yourself the chance to do what you need to do.

Does your aunt need you to take her to the store but it is not a good time for you?  Don’t allow anyone to badger you into doing something for them that hurts you.  If someone truly cared about you, they would work cooperatively with you for you both to achieve what needs to be done.  They would not demand you drop everything for them nor would they tell you that they are more important than you are.

Maybe this is the first time you ever considered this action to have a choice.  Wonderful! You are now growing by looking and analyzing situations and seeing how they are Good for you.  Keep doing it! Analyze every request, every demand, every action that others take for granted that you will do and start making changes in your life.

Don’t allow your children to walk all over you and expect you to do everything.  There is no such thing as a “super parent” but there are parents who raise children with entitled attitudes.  This does not serve your children at all, for in the future they will have to learn the hard lesson that they alone are the one responsible for feeding, clothing, and housing themselves.  What will happen to them when you are no longer able to give them everything they desire?

For those relatives who demand you do everything for them, start practicing saying “no” in the mirror.  Practice makes perfect.  We are with you and We will support you entirely. For those who have co-workers who want you to drop your work to help them do theirs, don’t.  You deserve recognition for the work you do and if someone else gets the praise for work you did then you are not serving you, your co-worker, or your employer.

You are special and unique and We Love you and want you to grow to Love yourself unconditionally as well.

Be strong.  Be authentic.  Be transparent in all you do, for when you live a life of complete honesty that which is inherent within you, your Divine Presence, shall shine forth and greet the Divine Presence in those around you as well.  You are each individual on the Human Plane, but when you are returned to the Spiritual Plane you will remember that you all are One.

Respect that; together but separate.  Each worthy of living this lifetime to the best of your abilities with your free will choices.  Trust that regardless of the situation, when you live openly and honestly you will attract those into your life who live the same way and your life situations will change to reflect that honesty as well. For each deserves to live and be loved and to grow and to change.  No one should stagnate when you have a world of experiences to be had!

We are with you!  We love you and We are always here – with you and supporting you.  Call upon Us when you need Us and We will be with you in an instant.

Blessings to you.

©2016 Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

All there is, is Love.

Greetings, Beloved Ones.

Today is time, we felt, to relay some information to you that you might find helpful.  We ask that you allow yourself to read, take in, and meditate upon the information within this message and ask your Guides, Guardians, and your Angelics to help you process this information as is in your Highest and Best good, for some may find it controversial and We wish only to help you discover that which is your True Self.

The Creator has been given many names by humanity.  Many different groups, many different religions, many different societies and civilizations have all sought to contain the Creator and place the Creator within boundaries that were easy for them to consume, easy for people to incorporate into their lives.  Many individuals have written articles and distributed information purported to be from the Creator, but which they themselves wrote and distributed only to further their own interests.

This is indeed a trait human conditions into their young, to be self-focused instead of focused on the greater good.  It is a behavior that stems from insecurity, from greed, from feelings of lacking in worth and security as well as other feelings that are not Love-Based.

These feelings all derive from the lack of self-love which is also known as Fear.  And so these individuals, for their own purposes regardless of what they called it, created information to be used against people’s highest and best good while purporting them to be messages from God, from Allah, from the Goddess, or from whatever out of the many 1,000s of gods that have been given name throughout human history.

What the Creator wants you to know is simple – you are loved exactly as you are and there is nothing you can do that will cause the Creator to NOT love you.  You are loved knowing that the human experience is a difficult, frustrating, and very challenging one and that you are going to fall, pick yourself back up, and fall again.  The Creator knew these things before you were ever put into the human form.  The Creator knows everything that you could possibly do in your lifetime – every possibility, every choice you will ever encounter the Creator has known about before you were sent to the Human Reality.

So now we say to you – before you do anything else, before you follow any doctrine according to your religion, before you say your prayers or give thanks for your food, think for a moment about a Being so Powerful and Omnipotent that it knows every action you have ever taken, every thought you have ever had, every feeling you have ever felt, and every choice you might ever make in your lifetime and yet still loves you absolutely and completely.  ABSOLUTELY AND COMPLETELY.

The Creator is not going to punish you for living out the experiences that were seen for you to experience.  To punish you for doing an action that was known is illogical and punitive and these are things the Creator is NOT.  Why would you say your worship a God who would hate you for being the way you are, hate you for choosing to live out the gift of Free Will you were given, hate you for loving the people you love, or hate you for being born the race or religion you were born into?

Hate is not a trait of the Creator, hate is not a behavior the Creator embodies.  The Creator embodies Love and the Creator Loves all those that belong to the Creator absolutely and completely.

The Creator Loves Diversity; the Creator designed many different forms of life – many of which exist outside the human reality!  The Creator believes that different things ADD to the wonder and Love of Creation – not subtract from it!  The Creator does not judge others for being different – only humans filled with fear do that.  And the Creator loves those individuals as much as he loves those who profess to be devout.

At this time, take a moment for yourself.  Give yourself a moment of compassion and think of the numerous ways you think you are imperfect, flawed, unworthy.  And be kind to yourself and take deeply into yourself the Truth that the Creator loves you unconditionally, without boundaries, with infinite compassion.  And allow yourself to Love yourself in return.

The human lifetime is short – don’t waste your time in fear, self-hatred, hatred for those who are not you, and in worry, self-absorption, and doubt.  Embrace yourself as the Creator embraces you every day and allow yourself to feel that Love again.  Heal.  Be filled with Joy.  Allow yourself to Trust Yourself and to Listen to the Voice within you – for that Voice relays messages from the Creator.

Align yourself with Love and Compassion and reject that which is neither, for those things are unworthy of your time and attention.  Be One with the Creator and live your life to the fullest potential, always knowing that you will never lose the Love of the Creator and that when this lifetime is over you will, regardless of your choices or actions, be returned to the Creator just as loved as you are now and just as loved as you have always been since you were Created.

Love is the goal for humans to remember while they are incarnated on the Earth Plane.  Love is the only thing that matters for it is all there is.  All there is, is Love.

You are loved, and blessed.  Do not forget that, Blessed Ones.

We are here with you now and for always.  Call upon the Angelics when you need us and We will be there for you, to support and Love you through all the events and choices in your life. Call upon us for Healing and Guidance, and allow us to succor you all the days of your life.

 

©2016 Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Share the Love during times of Fear

Greetings, Beloved Ones.

There is much unrest and unease within your current roles in human society.  Many of you are being tested and pushed, prodded and poked.  Do not deride those undergoing confusion and pain, for this process of enlightenment is not one that is easily understood by the uninitiated.

Many of you speak of living an authentic life – but what happens to one of you when that which has been hidden and suppressed is suddenly coaxed out of the safety within?  Without any understanding of what is happening?  The general reaction among humans is fear.

Fear is the opposite of Love.  Fear is very real to many individuals because they do not understand that they are Loved unconditionally.  They believe that they are unlovable and unworthy of Love, so they protect themselves with emotional and psychological barriers which, in turn, create a barrier against Love.

In circumstances such as what your human plane is going through now and will continue to go through in the next few years, it is important to understand that Fear can destabilize environments and cultural situations.  Fear can bring about the exact opposite of growth.

Yet growth is exactly what is being presented to these individuals who react with Fear.  Growth is a process of letting go, a process to unearth that which has been suppressed, a process that is not quick either, but in the end provides great opportunities.

Look around you, Beloved Ones.  See with your heart – not your eyes and not your ears.  See with your hearts and feel compassion for those who are reacting to the pain and confusion that is within themselves caused by the pieces of themselves long buried trying to emerge.  Like a butterfly, that which is within will slowly unfold and be obvious, but until the process is complete it is not obvious what is taking place.

Many humans are oblivious to the concept of “all is one”, even though you are all One, belong to One, and will return to the state of Oneness from which you are currently unable to fully access.  Many of these individuals struggling with Fear believe they are absolutely alone, have rejected a concept of Love, and only resonate to that which is the detritus within them leading them by the nose.

When you see these individuals, do not hate them, or feed their fear, or deride them for each human has his or her Path to Oneness to achieve.  Instead, tap into your Lower Hearth Chakra and feel compassion and empathy for them.  Just as you would help an individual who was unseeing cross a busy intersection realize that these individuals need to be guided even more so.

Compassion is a two-way street.  In the beginning you had to learn compassion for yourself to be able to forgive yourself and begin your own healing process.  Now that you have that understanding it is time to share that compassion with those around you who are mired in Fear.

Be gentle, help them in whatever way is possible as they explore their process and uncover their own truth.  Guide with support instead of doctrine, lead them over the crevasses so they can See that others’ truth is valid as well as their own, be the Voice of Love during times of strife, anxiety, Fear, and chaos, be the Lighthouse beacon shining the Love of the Creator throughout the dark night of chaos about to consume you.

And above all, live the authentic you – do not allow Fear to cover that which is yours or you.  You have the Love and Support of your Guides, the Ascended Masters, the Angelics, and the Light Beings and you know you are not alone.

You are never Alone.

You are Loved beyond Measure.

You are One with the Universe.

You are One with the Creator.

Be Love.

Live Hope.

Be Compassionate.

Share the Love.

 

Be the Light and Face of Love

Greetings, Beloved Ones.

The time of seasonal change is upon you, and I wanted to share a message regarding change.  Many things change in the human environment.  The weather, schools, jobs, decor, friends, partners, and yourself.  You yourself are at the root of all change for it is your Free Will that creates your reality and your choices and your non-choices instigate change.

One thing that does not change is the Love of the Creator.  The Creator Loves you regardless of your clothes, hair, career, friends, or family.  The Creator Loves you regardless of what your choices and your non-choices are.  The Love of the Creator is the only Constant in this Universe and regardless of where you are, what you do, where you go and what you choose nothing can change that.

Humans all too frequently have idealized concepts of Love.  Love is everlasting, Love is exciting, Love is Calm and Peaceful, Love is this or that.  Regardless of how you feel about yourself or your newest special friend, the Creator Loves you.  We Angelics Love you.

We ask you to reach inside yourself and feel the Love we have for you and for you to extend that Love to yourself.  Take this moment, right now, and allow that Love to move through you.  Let the Love heal old wounds and release the things which do not belong with you any longer to the Light.  Free yourself from the things that bind you to a place of unhappiness, regret, and misery.  The things in the past that affected you helped you create the person you are today; they helped create the reality you exist in today.  For all that is behind you has created the person the Creator Loved and continues to Love.

It is time to Love yourself, “faults and defects” and everything else mixed up together in the wonderful being that you are.

Being on the earth plane may feel like a punishment; it may feel as if you are serving an unending cycle of servitude, but please stop thinking that way.  Your incarnation on this plane of existence is NOT a punishment.  Your Higher Self planned it and you agreed to it with joy and anticipation.  Life on the earth plane can be very challenging, very stimulating, very trying even – but you came here because of the opportunity of experience and growth.

Allow yourself to grow now, within the Love of the Creator, and allow yourself to move past the perceived failures.  Let those “failures” become moments of experience that have prompted you to become a better person, a kinder person, a person who has empathy for those in similar circumstances.  Allow yourself to grow higher in vibration by absorbing in the Love of the Creator.

As you grow higher in vibration, your ability to commune more with the Creator will increase and you will be able to absorb more Love and increase the opportunity to repeat this process.  Allow the Creator to Love you and allow yourself to Love yourself.  No one on the earth plane is perfect and no one is meant to be perfect.  Perfection is not the end game, not the goal at the end.  Growth is the goal and many experiences are still in front of you to prompt this growth.

Focus now on the Love that is surrounding you, filling you, freeing you from the chains you create in your mind.  Allow the Love to lower the barricades you have placed around you.  This will not make you vulnerable, no!  Instead it allows you to receive more Love in different ways.  As you Love yourself more, you realize that everyone has a job in this world and it is not your job to judge them or to judge yourself.  Your job, right now, at this moment, is to Love.

Become the Love of the Creator personified.  Allow the Love to Flow through you and into all that you meet today, whether you greet that person face to face, over the telephone, or electronically.  Allow the Love to flow from you to touch all those who Need the Love of the Creator in their Lives.  Be the Face of Love so to give Hope to those who have forgotten what Hope is.

Shine your Light brightly this day, Beloved Ones.

We are with you always.

Developing Trust and Faith in God

Greetings, Beloved Ones,

A recent conversation with a student has prompted us to respond in depth to the questions of Faith and Trust in God.  The concept of having Trust in God is quite complex and has many layers; developing Trust in God is required to actually establish Faith.  Without Trust in God Faith does not exist.

Faith is the embodiment of Trust in God.  At the highest levels of Faith there is no questioning, only action.  Have you ever wondered why the Angelics do not intercede in your life beyond offering love and emotional support?  Why do they not help more actively when they can see humans are having a difficult time?  It is because they have Faith and Trust in God.  God saw every possible action and choice available to you in your lifetime before God allowed you to incarnate into your current form.

Humans have a very hard time from the get go.  You get dropped into a body, it is uncomfortable and cold from the first day, you are helpless to deal with anything going on around you and entirely dependent upon others for everything.  Worst case scenario you end up in a horrible environment…and people wonder how God could do this to them?

God knew what goals and objectives your Higher Self had when the plan was made and God allowed you to come here.  God saw every permutation of every life and every interaction of every life…for all that exists, everything is finite to God.   God saw your life and how it interacted with everything and ok’d it, giving you the opportunity to be here.

There is a saying humans state that God never gives you more than you can handle.  Yet there are many individuals who would disagree and say that if God loved them then God would not let them experience pain.  Humans view everything, including death, as bad or good…never just is.  When you are in a dream do you remember you are asleep or is the dream “everything” to you?

Human reality is just a dream in many ways…a fleeting existence that is valid at the time one is experiencing it, but human death is not the end of all there is, so why would God be worried if someone should die, either through natural means, murder, or suicide?  All return to God in the end…so it is all good.  Why would God shield individuals away from pain?  What stimulus would individuals then have for change and growth?

Yes, it is the experience that is important…not whether something is good or bad, or whether someone feels something is “too much”.  That expression is without meaning…just because someone feels pain does not mean that one has been given “too much”.  Your life situation was created from every choice you ever made.  How many of those choices were taken and made out of greed, selfishness, unwillingness, wantonness, resentment, and other negative emotions developed out of a state of Fear?

When you develop your Faith in God, you start to release Fear and thus are able to heal more easily.  Love is all there is, but if you are in a state of Not-Love then you are in a state of Fear and thus you must reverse the process.  You must release the conditioning that you were raised with to discover that which resonates within you.  By being transparent with what you resonate you will come to a greater understanding of who you are and how you were designed.  Thus, you will have valuable information as you design your path to return to a state of Grace and Love with God.

If you believe that every choice you have made or not made has led you to this place in your life, how would God give you too much?  You created your personal reality and you are living it…and you are each the one responsible for changing that reality as well.  Not God, not the Angelics, and not anyone else.  Just you.  Understand – as long as you stay confused and mixed up emotionally you will always be giving your power away.  By developing a state of Grace and a state of Love you will have a platform to base your life choices upon that is not a state of Fear.

Love is All There Is.  The perception that Love does not exists is Fear and it is a lie.  When you return time and again to the idea that Love is All There Is then you will grow to realize that all this, the images, the politics, the pain, the promises…all are just wisps in the dream you call reality.  How much energy you put into this reality will make it more or make it less real to you.  It does not invalidate your experience – it just means your energy creates the reality you choose.  If you don’t like your reality, it is up to you to change it.  Many don’t because they are either fearful it will be “worse” or they are afraid of some unknown ramification…change scares many, many people.

So, if we return to the knowledge that God ok’d your life, then who are the Angelics to countermand God’s decision and take matters into their own hands?  They are embodiments of Love and Compassion, and have a constant connection with God, thus their Faith has a stronger reason to exist than Humanity does.  Thus they understand that God knows all and understand that this is just one aspect of a larger whole, an experience designed and approved for you to have.

“Why is my life this way?”  This is the basis of your questioning of God.  Even in the “happiest” of lifetimes everyone SHOULD ask this question.  It starts one on the path.  Even those raised in a religious environment should ask this question as it will lead to the path of self-enlightenment and a deeper connection with God.

So – that is the beginning…and the end.  But there is a whole lot in between.  Humans are designed to have emotional depths and complexities, so healing a hurt is not easy – it takes a lot of work and effort and if you think you have healed something then start over, because the chances are you have not.

Human societies used to respect the elders and the wise people of their tribes and communities. Wisdom and maturity were goals that were valued and the individuals in the communities strove for those traits.  Introspection and reflection were daily parts of one’s life and so while some hurts were never healed, the dedicated person would work their way through pain and gain wisdom of the events and grow in that manner.

Trust in God is one of the basic opportunities that all humans have, regardless of how they phrase it or how they define God.    Abandonment is at the root of all lifetimes.  Your connection to God was completely severed when you a small child and that created a lack in your life.  A place that was filled became empty.  In some households that lack will be more apparent than in others.

But the lack exists within each human.  That is the basis of all addictions, the desire for love and companionship, and the desire to inflict pain upon others who seem happier than you…common human patterns of behavior.  The root is the fact that you no longer Trust God, because God abandoned you here…alone and without your memories of what Truly Is…in this human world that is cold and harsh and you know something is missing…something is not right…but over time you bury that sensation in some experience or another.

School, activities, hobbies, family – all these things occupy your mind, but nothing quite ever fills the gap.  When you feeling the failure that is to fill the gap, that feeling in turn feeds into the distrust and unhappiness.  Maybe one’s life is far from filling that gap or maybe one’s life is close to perfect.  It does not matter, really.  The lack is there, present for each person to fill in some way, shape, or form.

Not everyone turns to the Spiritual to fill the gap.  Some turn to food, drugs, alcohol, addictions, manipulation, bitterness, politics…anything where one can get some form of instant satisfaction that buries the gap for even a little while.

The Spiritual Path requires solitude and quiet.  Why?  Because when one is alone by oneself one cannot escape from oneself, one’s choices in life, and one’s perceived ideas of good, bad, happy, or sad.  It provides the opportunity for one to reflect, which can lead to healing and growth.  Not always, as many prefer to wallow in their poo poo pile, but some individuals relish in the solitude that is not aloneness, and they grow and develop in their connection to God.

But the human society does not approve of time spent in solitude.  Your society today has done everything it can to create tools and toys that occupy every waking moment to prevent solitude.  Why? Perhaps because the ego would find itself diminished if one were able to grow beyond needing its approval and existence.  Perhaps because when one heals and grows the Detritus has nothing to feed upon.  Perhaps because those around you are jealous and fearful of anyone who grows beyond their approved status quo.  Perhaps because of these things and more.

Why would anyone or anything struggle to keep from changing a life that is unhappy?  It is the same answer regardless of what it is – FEAR.  Your solution to Fear is the absence of fear which is LOVE. LOVE must be present all the time, in all that you do.  LOVE feeds Gratitude which feeds Hope and Charity for self and others.

These attributes were not just arbitrarily made up – they have a purpose and that purpose is designed to help someone move through the rough terrain of the spiritual path.

When you find Love then you start to heal the mistrust you hold inside against God.  When you can look at your life – all of it, mistakes, shame, fear, all of it! – with understanding of how it was all allowed to take place to take you to a state of Grace, then you will experience Gratitude, another step towards learning to Trust God.

A State of Grace is a place of learning and growth in connection with God.  It is an elevation from your current perspective to one where you have learned from your choices and have healed and grown from those choices.  Misery leads to Grace because humans only respond to negative stimulation.  Thus, Misery leads to opportunities to grow, thus leads to Grace.  Grace is not Gratitude.  Gratitude is not the same thing as Grace.  You can be grateful for many things, but having Gratitude does not mean one has achieved a state of Grace.  When you have achieved a state of Grace, however, you are grateful to all and for all you have gone through.

In its simplest state, Trusting God means viewing with Gratitude the life you have chosen and led as a blessing and not a curse, with the realization that even when you felt isolated and disconnected from God that God was truly there every moment along the way.

Accept Your Grace

Greetings Beloved Ones.

Today’s message is about you and how you treat others.  Sometimes, when you are having a bad day, or are scared, or are threatened, or just in a certain place in your life you don’t realize how you treat those in your life.

You control whether someone is in your life.  Let’s take an example of someone who you have in your life, but your relationship is uncomfortable, maybe drama-ridden.  It may be that you weigh the positives and the negatives and feel that the positives are worth someone in your life.  If that is the case, it is your responsibility to accept that person entirely as you have decided to have them in your life, warts and all.  You do not have the right to criticize that person for their choices or for their career or for their friends or for whatever reason you criticize them.  You accept them as they are, with love, knowing that they are doing the best they can do on any given day – just as you are doing the best you can on any given day.

Let’s look inside for a moment.  Look deep inside you and you will find a complex, emotional person who really has little control on the things that happen in your life.  You can only control how you react.  So if you are having a bad day and your 5 year old knocks over the glass with milk in it, do you really feel it is a loving thing to do to scream at them, spank them or put them in the corner, and then blame them for the rest of the night for an accident?  Even if it was on purpose, this is a spiritual being who is still learning to adjust to being in a human body after only 5 years here.  How many years have you been in your body?

We angelics love you – completely and without reservation.  Regardless of your behavior or your choices or your actions we will always love you and we accept you as is.  We want you to look at your definition of love and acceptance and see where you stand.  No, we don’t ask humans to love as we do, but we do ask you to stretch yourself, to grow in Light, and to seek Love instead of conflict.

Many days you ask us for help, for guidance, for assistance.  At those times, we reach out to you, to continuously send you messages of love and hope and help.  Sometimes you may hear us in some fashion and other times you do not.  REMEMBER – WE ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU.  So if you are in a place where you cannot hear or feel us, remember you are loved and accepted by us and we will always be here to support you.

Back to those who are in your life.  Only you can make a determination of whether any person needs to be present in your life.  If someone is toxic and hurtful, you have the right to make the changes to remove that person from your life.  If you are in a situation where you are being hurt or those you love are being hurt, you have the right to do what you can to change that situation.  Just remember – acting impulsively is acting out on your feelings.  Reacting is secondary to analyzing.  Humans have an amazing bandwidth of emotions second to none in the universe.  Sometimes you have a hard time understanding what you are feeling much less controlling your actions in response to those emotions.

We ask you to step back and analyze the situation before acting impulsively.  Why, you ask?  Because when you act impulsively you are not looking at the spiritual being in the body you are reacting to an emotion that body caused you to feel.

Let’s look at an example.  Remember back in time to a place where you were either in school or work and the person in charge of you – teacher or supervisor – belittled you, made fun of your work, was derogatory of your efforts.  Some people would strike out physically in anger in response.  Again, not a best action to choose.  Others will stuff all their hurt emotions inside and ignore it.  That too is not a good idea.  Never suppress emotions as that causes dis-ease and other issues to manifest on the physical level.  It may be because of circumstances that you never get to have an emotionally satisfying response to this person, but there are ways you can process the incident and move forward by using what gifts that came with you into this world.

Who knows what kind of day this person is having.  You don’t know what kind of life they have either.  Stepping back and not taking personally what anyone else says to you or about you is always the first step.  Don’t give your power away – not to strangers, not to friends, not to loved ones.  YOU are the master of your own destiny and you need to keep your own power within your energy fields.

So, look at the source of the situation and step back and say to yourself – I respect you as a spiritual being locked into a human form.  I have difficulties with this some days and I respect that you may be having difficulties with it right now.  I am me and you are you and together we are both on the same journey back to the Creator.  Then, ask your angels and guardians to work with that person’s angels and guardians and surround them with Light.  Ask for that person to be permeated with Love and ask for them to receive that which is needed for their highest and best good.  And wish them well on their path.  Don’t make statements like you hope they get hit by a car and die because that kind of energy you send with that statement will only come back to you as karma.

Yes, it can be excruciatingly difficult to send Love to someone who is cruel and ugly to you, but part of each person’s path is to grow beyond the perceived limitations of their life.  When you can truly SEE that it truly is not about you – how can it be?  They don’t know you! – then you don’t waste your energy on feeding back into that negative energy spiral the person has around them.

Know that the person’s angels and guides are trying to help them right at that second, just as yours are helping you every minute of every day.  “There but for the grace of God I go” is a powerful statement that we wish more people would incorporate into their lives.  Because truly, on any given day it is the Grace you have accepted into your life that keeps you moving forward.

Accept your Grace from God, know that you are Loved and Blessed regardless of how your day is going, and share that Love with those you encounter.  You don’t have to be perfect at it, but as you practice this it will get easier.  And think how wonderful it will be when everyone is practicing this belief and our world transforms around us.

There, but for the Grace of God, go I.

You are loved, Beloved Ones, and you are never alone.

Seeking Answers from Within

Greetings, Beloved One.

Imagine for a moment; you see a dog in a room.  Inside the room is a blanket on the floor, a dog food dish, a water bowl, a door to the outside, and a basket of toys.  The dog sits in the middle of the room and whines.  You look at the dog and ask it – are you hungry?  Are you thirsty?  Do you need to go outside?  Do you want to play?  And all the while, the dog looks at you and whines.

You see that the dog is not hurting, so you begin to work your way through the options – is it thirsty, hungry, bored, or needing to use the outdoors.  One after the other, the dog rejects each offering you make to provide succor.  You look at the dog and say “now what?” since nothing you have offered has helped and the dog comes to you and pushes its head into your hands, wanting, of all things some petting.

Humans share this basic desire for love and affection, energetically and physically, and when you don’t perceive that you are getting what you need you will act out, in some way, to satisfy the urge within you.  The urge many times does not have words or clarity – it is a feeling that drives you to “do” something.  Sometimes that something is to eat or drink or take drugs or have sex or even a combination of things that provide a visceral sensation and may seem to be giving that urge what it needs to be satisfied.

But it does not go away.  It may stop for the moment as the dog may stop whining if you feed it or let it outside, but just as the dog will come back to you again until it gets what it wants, that urge will return to you.  The next time, however, you will find it harder to satisfy and you will find yourself more frustrated than before trying to come up with some solution.

We beg you – before you go through these steps again – stop.  Instead of turning to action, instead – turn within.

Within you are the answers to everything you could ever ask for, but you have to be open to the process.  Within each human is a connection that will provide all the love you could ever ask for, all the conversation you could ever seek, and all the acceptance that you will never give to yourself.  All there, waiting for you to seek it out.

Suffering from depression or addiction?  Seek within.  Feeling rejected and lonely?  Seek within.  Feeling happy and joyous?  Seek within.  When you seek within and join with your higher self and with Spirit, you are not taking away from anything else or anyone else – you are merely rejoining with part of yourself that does not exist physically on the earth plane.

You are so much more than the physical shell you occupy.  You are so much more than the personality you exhibit.  You are so much more than the impulses and tendencies that drive your days and your nights.  And when you seek within and rejoin with your higher self and with Spirit, that urge that gnaws at you will be satisfied.

It really does not take much, Beloved Ones.  A few minutes spent daily meditating and seeking within will provide balance, grounding, and Love – things that all beings require.

So what is stopping you from doing this simple task?  Self doubt?  Frustration that your expectation of miracles does not happen the first three times you meditate?  Lack of self-love driving a wedge between you and real Love?

Look at where you are and where you would like to be.  Try meditating for five minutes daily for 22 days in a row.  Five minutes is not much time – some people spend more than twice that amount of time on the commode during their day.  Surely five minutes a day is not too much to ask to heal yourself, feel Love, and receive that which can point you on your way to true fulfillment?

We Angelics are here to help you with this as well!  You are never alone and we can always help you with nudges and reminders to do the task as well as helping you focus while you are doing it.  We are here to Love and Guide you and when you spend time communing with us, we get to share our Love with you as well.

Think about this, Beloved One, and know we are here to help you at all times, every day.  You are Loved.